Saturday, February 20, 2010

Losing Faith

The past few days haven't been good. I feel like I'm losing faith in my family and even in my own efforts. I'm just ready to give up right about now. I feel like I'm helping lots of people out and no one is helping me. I guess I need to stop, because no one ever did anything for Jesus. I guess I'm getting depressed. I feeling really sad and angry all the time, so I don't know if that's normal for people who feel depressed. I should probably evalutate what I'm doing now that I wasn't doing before. Because I was so hopeful last week and this week its gone...well actually Tuesday was a really good day. I don't know. I hope I can overcome this. I guess it could be a spiritual attack, but I'm so angry and I want to exert violence. During times like this I really wonder if God knew what He was doing when He chose me.

In Christ,
Friend of God

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