So sometimes...we'll alot of times it can be hard to do the right thing. Today I was having a argument with a family member that I shouldn't have been having. I knew better than to argue. But for some reason I kept on talking until I go so upset. I officially done. I used to hold grudges alot and that's what started to happen. I had begun to cut myself off emotionally. And I'm really good at doing this...unfortunately. It's like my heart just got harder...bit by bit. And I said to myself I wouldn't talk to her anymore, I was just going to ignore her. But I knew that wasn't the right thing to do, but I was hurt. How could she treat me this way when I had always been there for her? I was always looking out for her and I never asked for anything in return. Then God began to tell me she's acting the way she should. She doesn't submit to God. She doesn't seek his face...she's being used by satan to do his work and she doesn't even know it. And then I just felt torn and worn down. Why is it always up to me? But the truth is God always provides away out. I was ready to cut her off and I thought to myself" if she apologizes I guess I would forgive her, but she would never do that" and the next thing you know....she apologizes. That's totally Jesus! He always provides away out. I couldn't stay angry and bitter after she said sorry. I was like" okay Jesus, you got me". So just remember that. There's always a way you can please God.
In Christ,
Friend of God
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