Today was my first day of classes and it was really cool..except for the fact that I didn't get to eat until 5:30. No one around the school took credit and I haven't been carrying cash around. I like my professors and it looks like I will enjoy the material in my classes. I was uncomfortable most of the day though. I guess its because I still feel like I belong at U of I. As soon as I make some friends at the new school, I should feel more comfortable. But even getting to that point is really hard. I don't want to feel like I'm replacing my friends and honestly I don't think anyone can take their places.
In Christ,
Friend of God
im actually kind of jealous of you right now. i know jealousy is not a trait that i should have as a christian and i am honestly working on that, but you have a chance to start over! expand your friendships! get involved in a new community. reach out to others. you have so much in your hands right now!
ReplyDeletethere have been times where i wish that i could just erase everything and start over at a new school, with a new major, etc. you get to do that!