So, right now I feel down in the dumps. Been kicked out and flat out rejected. Rejection is a horrible feeling. You can't even pick yourself up really because you feel like you’re trying to persuade yourself that you are good enough. This doesn't work that well, because you are still rejected by that person and they don't care how well you try to pick your face up.
I guess at this point I should know that I'm never rejected in Christ and He always accepts me no matter what. I just wished people worked that way.
One of my relative told me some interesting things today. They said I'm getting punished for the stuff I did/do. They also said I'm going to succeed and excel because I've put down so much and I'll be better for it. I thought about my "punishment” and I wondered if what they said was right. Am I really getting punished for all my previous sins? Then that’s means if I didn't become a Christian I wouldn't have all these problems and be going through everything I have to deal with now. I guess I do deserve the punishment. I used to be a bad person son this is my punishment. I guess God is humbling me so I can really appreciate His blessings when they come.
In Christ,
Friend of God
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