So lately I've been uncovering the mystery of the opposite sex. In my case...boys. I've noticed that where you're a Christian it’s like you’re a guy magnet! They just want to stick to you and they rarely want to be just friends. So I've been struggling with figuring how to be nice without leading guys on. So far I been steering clear of guys that I think like so I'm not sure if I've made any progress. But hey I'm trying.
And I've also noticed how things are getting me down alot. School is stressing me out because I'm afraid I won't get all A's. I know it sounds silly but that was my goal for this semester and I'm tired at failing at life. I just wanna do stuff right. ugh! But God will take care of me...I just have a problem letting Him do that because I wanna be in charge all the time. Letting go of control is hard. :(
I starting a Christian vlog on Youtube!!!! I'm so excited. So me and God have this thing where I get chills when something is in God's will and stuff like that and had had LOTS of chills.lol. Since I don't have video recording software on my computer its jut gonna be audio. But I think that’s a good idea because it makes the vlog nuetral. I'm going to debunk alot of myths about Christians and Jesus and leave lots of topics up for discussion. I want to have discussions about God with Christians, Atheists, Muslims. etc Its exciting because I feel like this will be my first ministry! So I really hope God is able to use me through this endeavor. So pray for cuz I need lots of it. :)
In Christ,
Friend of God
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