Aren't You supposed to be a Christian?

Today was a pretty interesting day. When I check my email I saw that I had been invited for an interview for a scholarship program that I really wanted. Needless to say I was ecstatic. I already knew I was going to get it because God told me I would but it was still awesome to read the email.lol. And I wondered why I was so excited since God already told me I would get it. I guess it really is all about the journey. However later that day I found out that I had to give my room because my family was having company spend the night. Needless to say I was NOT ecstatic about giving up my room. I was really upset because I really wanted to sleep in my bed. But I wasn't yelling or screaming or anything. I just pouted.:( lol



But what really made me upset was when my relative said and I quote “Aren’t you supposed to be a Christian? I thought you were enlightened or something?" So because I'm a Christian I can't get upset? I'm still a human and selfish like you. I just realize it and the spirit of God helps me to control my fleshy desires better.



So because I'm a Christian I can't make mistakes or want to have things for myself. Apparently I'm supposed to be Jesus reincarnated. I almost wanted to cry after that because I didn't want it to be a big deal and for some reason it was. I mean its just a bed right?

After that I realized the company had a baby and I got to play with it so I felt better. Its so wierd how my days have so many ups and downs. And the guest bed is actually really soft. :)

In Christ,
Nydia